The LA trip was probably
the best, yet most frustrating trip I’ve been on. Going into it, I absolutely
hated the idea of being forced to evangelize. I mean, why would I want to do
something to someone else that I hate when people do it to me? I had pre conceptions
of how it was going to be; that it would be like standing on the sidewalk
trying to hand out flyers to people and getting shut down constantly. But what
I found was that it’s just talking to people. That’s it. Just having
conversations. “Seriously? It’s that easy? Am I being punked right now? All I
have to do is talk about adoption with this lady? Or books with this man?” It
came ridiculously easy once I was out there. I actually met a guy the first
night after we had gone to the Buddhist temple (I’ll get to that in a minute).
His name was Erik, and it started out with him asking us to buy a piece of our
pizza. It was me, Bella, Tim, and Dylan. We just gave him some pizza and
breadsticks too, and it just opened up a conversation. He told us about how he
had been in the foster care system his whole life and was on the streets,
looking for a job to make ends meet. He and I talk about our birth dads. We
told him about Joshua and he told us about his studies on ancient African
religions. It was really awesome.
Back to the Buddhist
temple. So cool! It had been the last day of Chinese New Year, so it was all
decorated with paper lanterns and snakes for the year of the snake. We took a
tour of the temple and learned about the culture and the different figures in
Buddhism, since they don’t have a “god.” One of the frustrating things, though,
was our tour guide, Don. He was an older white man. He told us a bit of his
testimony, which consisted of him being a pastor when he was 16 and converting
to a Buddhist later in life. But what bothered me was that when he talked about
Christianity and why it wasn’t right for him, he used a ton on verses out of
context and it honestly didn’t sound like he knew a lot about the gospel for
being a pastor. A lot of what he said sounded a lot like some of the things I
read in the book Love Wins. But it definitely was not my place to argue faith
in a Buddhist temple.
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| Buddhist Temple |
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| Midnight Mission |
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| Cracking eggs, 3600 of them! |
On Tuesday, half of us
got up at 4am to go and help out and Midnight Mission. We served breakfast
there to people who are homeless. About 900 people were served which is awesome
and saddening at the same time. Great that they got fed but sad that there are
so many of them. Afterwards, we walked through Skid Row to downtown LA. It’s
crazy to go from hundreds of homeless people lining the streets, to skyscrapers
and business suits in less than 10 blocks. When we got to downtown, our mission
was to get with our evangelism partners and team up with one other group, get
$10 each, and bless someone in need with a meal. Logan was my partner and we
teamed up with Sara and Brandon. We walked around for a while before coming
across a couple. They asked for spare change and we too them out to eat
instead. Their names were Lorenzo and Nay-Nay. We bought them a meal at
McDonald’s and I got the opportunity to talk to Nay-Nay about her life. She
talked to me about how she got on the streets and what she wants to do with her
life. They had just lost their apartment a few months before. She told me about
her kids, how she adopted some of them and how one of her daughters is going to
play for the Sparks next year. It was awesome to hear her story and talk about
God a little bit. She said she was a Christian but I hope I opened the door for
her to seek a deeper relationship with Christ. Later in the day, we met up with
the other half of the class and went to the Self Realization temple. Self
Realization is basically a western version of Hinduism. To me it seemed exactly like Buddhism, but
with a “god.” They believe that everyone can achieve a sort of “deity” when
they become enlightened after reincarnation through karma. Once you are
enlightened, you become a saint and therefore “one with God.” There was a lot
of theology I did not understand, like the guy said that there is absolute
truth, but you have to find it for yourself (hence enlightenment), but once you
find it, it’s the same as everyone else. So it’s personal but it’s not at the
same time. Confusing.
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| Eating at an Indian restaurant. |

That night we did street
evangelism at night on Hollywood Boulevard. I did not enjoy that. I was feeling
off all day. I really didn’t want to talk to anyone at that point. Also, it was
dark and there were a bunch of sketchy people out. At one point, we were
talking to a girl handing out flyers for the Church of Scientology, and I
witnessed a guy try to mug a lady. He was on a skateboard and tried to take her
purse. She held on, screaming bloody murder while he dragged her across the
ground. He ended up making a run for it when people started rushing over. It
put me on edge all night, paranoid that I was going to get mugged or stabbed or
something. We didn’t really have any goo conversations besides with the
Scientology lady who didn’t really seem like she knew what she was talking
about even after claiming she’d been a member for 8 years. It was really
frustrating and scary, just being out there at night.
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| On Hollywood Boulevard. |
Wednesday, we went to the
Museum of Tolerance, which is mainly about the Holocaust. I had been there
before of a field trip, but it was cool to go again with more knowledge about
the Jewish culture. That night we went
out to evangelize near the UCLA campus. That night was hard trying to find
someone willing to talk. A lot of the students were in the gyms or in big
groups or had earbuds in to tune everyone out. It wasn’t an easy night.
Later we headed for Santa
Monica to do some evangelism there. Logan and I walk out to the Santa Monica
pier which was fun. When walking around the city, we stopped at the Coffee Bean
to take a break. Logan and I were feeling kind of spiritually down so we had some
Jesus time which really helped. I found some awesome encouraging quotes, like
one from C.S. Lewis that said “Jesus Christ did not say, ‘Go into the world and
tell the world that it is quite right.’” And Leonard who said “Any method of
evangelism will work if God is in it.” That made me feel a lot better about
knowing I’m doing the right thing and that as long as God is with me, I can do
this. Just as we were about to leave, and older man sits next to Logan. Logan
asked him about his book and that sparked one of the best conversations we had
all week. His name is Jack, and we talked a lot about great books and
traveling. We had the awesome opportunity to share with him about Joshua and
how we are using our studies at Joshua in our lives. We also got to talk about
kids with special needs, which allowed me to share with him my God moment in
the Dominican at Genesis and all about finding how to trust God with my future.
It was an amazing conversation that came from God’s awesome timing.
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| The Grove |
Friday we got to go to
the Getty Museum. We walked around for a while and looked at everything from
paintings, to sculptures, to historic French décor. I bought like $10 worth of
postcards! That evening we drove to The
Grove where we did some more evangelism. Logan and I had a great talk with a
couple from Montreal. They were super interested in what Joshua was and why 56
college kids would want to live on a mountain for a year. It was a lot of fun.
Later, I totally saw Rebecca Black, and on a Friday of all days! We ended our night
with a freeze mob, where we all froze around the fountain. It was a lot of fun!
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| Painting a school in Compton. |

Sunday we got
up and went to church, but not just any church. We went to a black church!
Amen, Halleluiah! It was so exciting! I wish church was like that every Sunday.
Gospel music is so great, and all the people were so nice and friendly. I found
it a lot easier to focus too, compared to a normal church service. After
church, we ate at Souplantation before heading back up the hill. The LA trip
was great. It gave me a lot more confidence in sharing my faith and being a
light unto others. I’m still trying to figure my faith out but talking it out
helps. God calls all of us to go out and evangelize, even if we don’t want to
or if it puts us out of our comfort zone. I realized this week that my life
should be evangelism. All day, every day. Even when I’m exhausted. Lee Strobel
said, “Let me be the first to confess: there are times when I suffer from
evangelism fatigue. I know I should care, I know I should reach out to them, I
know I should talk to them about Jesus – but my motivation meter is hovering at
low voltage.” I definitely felt that this week, but I realized sometimes all I
need is a little Jesus time to recharge me and get out ther again.
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| #hottubbingonalatenightvan! |
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| #brettsvanjams |
All in all, a
fantastic, overwhelming week. On to Israel!