Saturday, February 23, 2013

Week 22: Tempera-MENTAL



Being sickly on Tuesday was great. It gave me a chance to recover from the grueling weekend. Then it was right back at it on Wednesday. Our speaker this weekend was Josh Riebock, who was really cool. He’s only 33 so it was easier to relate to him. He was really down to earth and told awesome stories.  He also gave us all a copy of his book called Heroes and Monsters. Hopefully I’ll get around to reading it sometime.
Thursday I had SWEEPs in SS. We cleaned out a residential house. I worked with Nathan and it was really cool to get a chance to talk to him. He’s a PK too (Pastor’s Kid), and we got to talk about that and found out we have a ton in common in relation to being a PK. He knows what’s it’s like to have your dad out of a job and looking for pastoral work. Definitely not easy.

That night was Pause night and it as my night! We had Tri-Tip for dinner with beans, garlic bread, and salad. We also had red velvet cupcakes and nutella! Yay! Afterwards, we played Wii Sports. Michelle and Trevor were getting way over competitive. It was actually getting on my nerves. I don’t know why, but I was super irritable that night. They were dumping water on each other and on Happy. I felt they were being incredibly rude. Seriously, a 19yr old and a 21yr old acting like they’re 5. It was incredibly annoying. I think I really need to work on patience, because recently I’ve been at the end of my rope with Michelle and ready to snap at any moment. They say the best part about Joshua is community and the worst part about Joshua is community.

Friday was our 3rd Philippians test. Duh, duh, duhhhh. I passed though! Yay! It was really nerve racking though. Friday I also got to meet with Rich about my T-JTA, and temperament test we took back in December. We got our results back Thursday, and had them explained individually. Rich showed me how mine said I use a lot of defensive mechanisms to avoid being hurt. It also said I’m very impulsive. The test did show that I was super hard on myself when taking the test, though. But he showed me areas he’s seen change since the time I took the test. It definitely wouldn’t be the same results if I took it again now. He said they are going to offer us to take it again in the summer, so I’m excited to see the differences.

I started work again in SS. I think this is the fourth week in a row. I feel like an SS expert by now. My hands are starting to get callused from vacuuming so much. Better than blisters! I’m also getting to know some people in SS really well, which is awesome! It makes work a lot more fun.
On a bad note, Friday night we found out that Marina needed to leave the program. It was really hard on everyone. Losing people never gets easier. I had a panic attack that caused probably the worst asthma attack I’ve ever had. I’m still trying to recover from it. Not fun. There is definitely a lot of sadness in the building right now. But Joshua goes on.

My faith has really been stretched these last few weeks. I feel spiritually beat up. Rich says February in Joshua is designed for this, being pressed. February is the month where people question their faith and why they are even in Joshua. I can seriously feel that. A lot of the time I feel like I just want to cry until my eyeballs fall out. Joshua is definitely the hardest, irritating, most frustrating thing I’ve ever done in my entire life. That’s exactly why I need to be here.

Week 21: A Valentines Date With Sleeping Beauty and Peter Pan


So exhausted from the long weekend of work. But I did get to see Andrew and Matthew last weekend which was awesome! I hung out with them, watched Andrew play broom hockey in the counselors vs. staff game (staff won, of course.), went down the tube run with Matt. Andrew videotaped Matt going on the big swing, which was great. It was so nice to see friends from home again.
Matt on the Giant Swing <---- click here!



Monday was the start of our second week of preview students. We got a student in our room this time, and of course her name was Shelby! I’m pretty sure Jen was sitting in her office thinking, “Hmmm, I think I’ll put Shelby in Hannah and Shelby’s room to make things confusing!” But it was good. I do regret not spending a ton of time with her. She was so quiet and didn’t really ask any questions, so I really didn’t know what to say around her. I ended up spending more time with the guy previews playing Farkle and Bang.
After the previews left on Wednesday, we got right into Valentine ’s Day mode. That morning our awesome, amazing, INCREDIBLE Joshua brothers got up super early to make us a Valentines day breakfast! They all dressed up, seated us, waited on us; it was great! They even cut the fruit and pancakes into heart shapes! Best. Valentine'd Day. EVER! 

The Joshua students do a fundraiser dinner every year for the Hume staff couples. We decorate the building and host dinner and dancing. We spent all Thursday doing décor, cooking, cleaning, and setting up things for that night. We had everything from a photo booth to an Italian soda station! I got to babysit for the Johnsons, which was fun! They have two kids, Tanner and Jet. We played play-doh and had quesadillas. Tanner wanted to play dress up, so we got out all her princess dresses and did that when Jet ran in the room and decided we wanted to play too! It was so cute to see him running around the house in a sleeping beauty dress! Afterwards, we watched Peter Pan (gasp, a movie?!). Well, I listened to Peter Pan and switched between doing homework and playing solitaire while the kids watched. The dinner was a huge success and everyone enjoyed themselves.




Over the past week, we had Darin McWatters as our speaker, the founder of the Joshua Wilderness Institute. Also, he’s one of the hosts on the podcast Frank the Podcast, which I love a lot! He talked to us about evangelism, which we will be doing in LA next week. I was totally put off by the idea until he talked about it. It feels more natural and real now. I’m paired with Logan for our street evangelism and I’m really excited to see how things go in LA. It’ll definitely be weird and awkward at first but hopefully it’ll get easier.


Friday was the start of another four day work weekend. Boy, am I exhausted for it. For some reason my back has been killing me, so I was taking lots of ibuprofen on Sunday. It was a good weekend though. I had a lot of fun working with Esther again. We totally like a lot of the same movies and music. We spent time just quoting Monty Python and Emperor’s New Groove while we worked. I really am seeing how great working SS over summer will be.

Monday, February 11, 2013

Week 20: Bent But Not Broken


So we just got back from the Dominican and we got to kick back, relax, shake off our jet lag…. NOT. Monday was our Isaiah test and studying on a plane is not the easiest thing to do. But the test was pretty easy for the most part. This time I decided to study way in advance and I ended up getting a 94%. We also started a new class, Pauline Epistles. It’s definitely going to be a tough class. Lots of reading.
This was probably one of the hardest weeks for me in Joshua. I found out from Rich and Jen that nobody wanted to hire me for summer staff. I guess people said that I complain a lot which I honestly never noticed. I did realize that sometimes I pretend to complain to be funny but I can see how that can reflect as being serious. Jen and Rich fought for me to stay so Griff in Support Services so I have the month of February working in SS to prove myself and see if he wants to hire me. If not, I’ll have to leave Joshua. All of Joshua has been tough but not impossible, but this is seriously stretching me.
Our speaker this week was PJ and Sheri Lewis. I totally feel like God placed them in my life at this time for a reason. The first night PJ talked about what he calls The Bottom Line. It has three components. 1) God is in control. 2) God knows what’s best. 3) God loves me. This has definitely been resonated with me this week. Along with the parable of the talents, where the master tell his first two servants “Well done, good and faithful servant.” So with that, I want to work hard and be able to look back and think, “would God say well done to me right now?” So right now, I really need to trust God knows what He’s doing and that He has a plan for my life. My Joshua brothers and sisters have been really awesome in keeping me accountable to no complaining and working hard. It’s really great to know how much they all care about me and really want me to stay here. It motivates me that much more to do my best. Prayers for all of this would be totally appreciated. And I need to keep praying about it too. Be in constant communication.
The rest of my week consisted of studying for an Israel test and writing a paper for Isaiah, which I ended up getting a 99% on!!! And then starting work in SS. Plus it was a long weekend so I worked Friday to Monday. I got to work with Esther most of the weekend. She’s really nice. She invited me to her housed for dinner a couple times and we talked about art and music. I’m really excited to possibly work with her over summer.  So we’ll see what the Lord has!

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Week 18 & 19: Americana in the Dominicana










Just so that I can keep all my thoughts in order, I wrote this by day. So here it goes!

Sunday/Monday: So we left Joshua at about 9 to walk down to the vans. It was too icy to drive them up the hill. At the bottom, James and some of the people from Grace were there to meet us and to pray over me, Daniel, and Antonio. It was really awesome of them! I hopped into Brett’s van again along with Jordan M, Brad, Logan, Ji, Ali, Bella, Dylan, Jonah, and Marina (#wassupdog?). The ride down was a ton of fun. We got to a church in LA where Trent Lewis (previous speaker) goes to church. We got to hear how he proposed to his girlfriend at Disneyland before getting on our busses to go to LAX. We loaded on our planes and headed to New York to catch our connecting flight to the Dominican Republic. Everyone says red eye flights suck, but it didn’t really bother me even with the 4 hour time difference. (Israel will be another story…) Anyway, we go to the DR about noon on Monday and loaded in busses and vans to get to the Students International base in Jarabocoa. The base was so cool. We stayed in cabin style buildings with little porches and rocking chairs. We had the rest of the day to just relax and to shake off the jet lag. I laid down in a hammock and finished reading The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis for book discussion on Wednesday. It’s a great book. I could really relate to some of the characters in the book on how my relationship with God looks like.

the base
Tuesday: We got up to have our first devotional time. Throughout the week, each morning we read a parable of Jesus and had a devotion about it. Afterwards, we had orientation and then ate lunch. The food there was soooooo good! We left for our sites in open trucks. My site at Genesis is so amazing! It’s a school for special education kids. We took a tour with our leaders, Mike and Karen. They showed us the school, the yard, playground. They even had pet bunnies!  With me in my site were Alyssa, Michaela, Julian, and Jonathan. Afterwards, we headed back to base to get ready for culture night! We started out tasting Dominican coffee. It was pretty good, coming from a coffee hater. Then they taught us the Meringue, which was super fun plus A) we go to dance! And B) we got to listen to music! I danced with Antonio, who was really funny and kept running me into other people, and with Jonah, a somewhat expert dancer doing spins and such. The last thing we did was have a Don Ramon tournament. Don Ramon is a game played where you pass cups around a table while chanting a sentence and it gets faster and faster and whoever knocks over a cup is out.
the base
the base



Wednesday: We got up at 6:30 for a prayer time, devos, and worship. Great way to start the day. After breakfast, we headed out for our first work day at our sites. We met all the teachers and watched to kids arrive at school. We started out with Maribel and Angie, two of the teachers, who taught us a little basic Spanish, starting with the vowels and their sounds. Then we got to help the kids one-on-one with math (matemáticas) and with speech. Once a week, the older kids get to have a cooking class. This week it’s seasoned chicken so we got to watch them prepare the chicken. Lunch was a lot of fun. I helped Yunior (pronounced Junior) and Genesis (pronounced Henesis, like the name of the school) go up the playground and down the slide. Both of them are in walkers so they need a little more help when it comes to active play. I also played basketball with Henny (Pronounced Enny). She really likes to scream! After lunch was music time. Everyone got instruments like tambourines and little egg shakers. The only song they sang that I could recognize was “If You’re Happy and You Know It…” in Spanish. This week, story time is the story of Moses. Today it was Moses as a baby. When school was over, we played Duck, Duck, Goose (or Pata, Pata, Ganso) while we waited for their parents and the bus to show up. When all the kids had gone, Mike took us to visit one of the students house, Juan Carlos. It was an incredibly humbling experience. They live in a tiny three room stone house, with plastic chairs for furniture. And even though they had so little, they still offered us food and soda. Juan Carlos’s mom had died due to complications in his birth, so he lives with his dad and two sisters. It also made me think how blessed I am to have the family I have and the home I live in. Juan Carlos and his family are also blessed, that they know God and trust Him. And their house is surrounded by one of the most beautiful gardens I’ve ever seen.

Thursday: In April, the school will be moving to a new location a couple miles away from the current one. So today, we went out to the new site to clean up all the grass and the dead banana trees. We chased giant dinosaur lizards and chickens, ate not-so-ripe bananas (bleh!), and talked about exploding cows. We came back to the school for lunch and then raked up all the giant leaves from the trees. The kids really enjoyed jumping in the big leaf pile once we finished. After, we sang, read about Moses and did a coloring craft. Once the kids where gone, Mike took us out to a waterfall! We hiked down (I fell down part of it) and got to swim in the waterfall pools. We climbed all over the rocks (where I fell several more times…) It was gorgeous. I definitely had the best site leaders. Mike took us back to base to shower and change real quickly so that we could do out for dinner in the community. We drove to Angie’s house where we ate dinner and Angie told us her testimony. Afterwards, Karen took us out for ice creams! Yummy!

Joselin
Friday: We started work with learning more Spanish, review letter sounds. We played a game of musical chairs. It was down to me and Mic. When the music stopped, I pulled the chair away and she almost fell over! I guess I can get a little competitive when it comes to games. I worked on flashcards with Joselin, a little 4-year old boy with Cerebral Palsy. He became super attached to me over the weeks. We played with Alphabet tiles and picture magnets. Brett and Chad stopped by with some over people to tour the site and they both interviewed us about our jobs there at Genesis for the wrap up video. After school, we got to take the teachers to see the new site for the first time. They were all really excited to see it. I think it’s going to be a great change, with a lot more room. Alyssa, Mic, and I talked about moving there and renting the extra room at the new site! The truck picked us up first this time, so we got to go out to another site in Los Higos to pick up an education and a social work team. Back at the base, I taught Shelby how to throw a football and later that night, we all played dodge ball. To end the night, we had a bonfire and shared how we can see God working in all our sites.

Saturday: White water rafting was crazy fun! We rafted down a level 2 river. I got to be in a raft with Kelly, Jordan S, Matt L, Luke, and Shiloh. When we got in, the biggest spider I’ve ever seen in my life crawled out of nowhere and we flipped out trying to smash it with our paddles. We probably looked crazy to everyone else around us! The water was crazy at times, falling over boulders and running into things. I even fell out once and started floating down stream. They had to chase after me. Even though the water was only like 2 or 3 feet deep there, I still could stop myself because of the strong rapids. I bashed my legs against a bunch of rocks and received some nice bruises. Now I can cross “rafting in the DR” off my bucket list! We got back to base and I took a nap before we went downtown to shop and get dinner. A lot of the stores were closed for a holiday they were celebrating. We got back and they opened up the SI store where I bought a bunch of gifts to send back home.

Sunday: We were fortunate to be able to experience church in the DR. My group went to a church called La Vida, or The Vine. It’s an outdoor church under an overhang. The pastor talked about the fulfillment of God’s laws and what Jesus preached about them. It was an awesome experience. On a wall they had John 15:1 painted on it in Spanish, which is part of one of my favorite sections in the Bible, John 15:1-17. “I am the true branch and my Father is the gardener…” When we got back to base, a bunch of us played two hand touch football on the field until dinner. After dinner, we had our very last Isaiah class. It lasted 3 hours… I do love classes and such, but I do NOT have the attention span for a 3 hour class at 7pm.

Spanish class
Monday:  At Genesis, we started learning a bit of Spanish again and played a couple games. I accidently said a bad word in Spanish when asking a question, (*facepalm*) of course I would, of all people. Anyway, I played with Joselin during lunch. He kept wanting to go up down the slide which meant I had to carry him up the plank, put him in the slide, then come down to pick him up at the bottom to do it again… and again…. and again… It was incredibly exhausting and very difficult to do when wearing a maxi-skirt. And climbing up that plank with him in my arm was a tad bit nerve wracking, as I tend to fall off of things. A lot. But, it did get me thinking. Something God has been showing me in Joshua is how possessive I am when it comes to my problems. I don’t want to share them with anyone and I especially don’t want to give them to God. But He has been opening my eyes to the fact I can’t do it myself. I even have a hard time accepting help from other people in every day stuff, too. Joselin helped me see this because I need to rely on God to carry me through tough things, just like Joselin relies on me to carry him up to the slide. We also went on our prayer walk today, after school. We walked around the surrounding streets praying for the community in Jarabocoa. It was really cool. Back at the base, we had a time of worship, sharing, and prayer. People talked about how God is working in their sites and through them in the DR, Joshua, and in life. It was a great time of fellowship. Lots of crying and hugging, kneeling and rejoicing.

Mic working with Yunior.
Tuesday: I worked with Joselin and Yunior on tracing and flashcards after Spanish lessons. At lunch, the teachers challenged us to a game of Don Ramon. I was practicing with one of the girls, and she kept moving the cups farther and farther away from me, so I had to stand up to reach. When I went to sit down, my chair was gone. It had fallen down the steps behind me, so I followed after landing right on my back with my legs straight up in the air. I took me a minute to comprehend what had just happened, before bursting out laughing. When everyone realized I was okay, they all thought it was hilarious, too! When school ended, Mike took us Melvin’s house. Melvin has Cerebral Palsy also. When he was born, he was dropped which caused all of his muscles to tighten up. The doctors had to cut all of his muscles so that he could stretch out but now he has no control of them. He lives with his mom in a small 3 room house, soon to be 6 rooms as the construction site has been adding on to it. Melvin wrote music for an amazing CD and they sell it at the base for $10. A generous donor is matching each CD bought so that Melvin gets $20 for each CD (which is about 780 pesos). That’s a LOT of money in the Dominican. It was cool to see his house and talk with him and his mom, hearing a little of their story. After we left, Mike took us out to La Vega to get these milk/juice drinks. They are soooo good, they kind of taste like an orange cream soda, only better! When we got back to the base, there was a guy in the dining hall selling handcrafted things. I bought a bunch for my family! That night, Chad taught an Identity class, which talked about where we put our identity and what that looks like as a Christian.
Rainbow!

Wednesday: I woke up with a really bad back ache. My back doesn’t do so well on thin campy mattresses. But I worked my way through it. At Genesis, I made a card inviting Enmanuel’s family over for lunch on Thursday. Then I went with Karen to pick up frozen chicken from her house for the cooking class. On the way back, we stopped by the new site and saw that the construction team had completely knocked down the big ugly yellow wall in the front of the building! So cool. Back at the school, we played musical chairs with all the kids, carrying the ones who couldn’t walk. I had forgotten to pack a lunch, oops! No big deal, what’s one meal? (that totally rhymed!) We spent the rest of our time after school rolling yarn into balls. It was nice to just sit there and talk with Alyssa, Mic, Julian, and Jonathan. That night, we went over a review for our Isaiah test coming on Monday.

Thursday: Instead of going to the school, we headed to the new site first to start cleaning the inside while the construction team cleaned the outside. We went back to Genesis for lunch. It was cool that the construction guys got to experience a little of what we had been doing the past two weeks. Each of the people in my site got to write a little paragraph or two for the blog that Mike and Karen keep for Genesis. After lunch, we sang songs with tambourines and played red light, green light, Moses style. After school, Mike took both teams to the river to swim while Karen took me back to the base so I could get my hair braided. Cornrows! It looks really funny, but cool. I’ve never had my hair done like that before. At dinner, we said our goodbyes to Mike as he had to go out of town for a day and wouldn’t be back before we left. We had a debrief of the past two weeks with everyone. We shared five word stories and what we are taking back to Joshua and applying to our lives. I’ve definitely been learning that it’s okay to admit I can’t do everything myself and that sometimes I do need help. I’m understanding more and more that not giving up my burdens to God is not what Christ wants. I need to lean on Him more than I ever have before. It’s time that I surrender myself completely.

Friday: Today was our last day at our sites. We spent a ton of time in our Spanish class, all the way up to lunch. It was a little disappointing to not be able to spend a lot of time with the kids on the last day, but Julian shared his testimony (he doesn’t like that word, he’d say “story” instead) with us during lunch. It was really awesome to hear and know that he trusts us enough to let us into his personal life. That night, they SI staff took us all out to dinner at Rancho Jarabocoa by the river. Afterwards, we had a little thing at the base where all the site leaders gave short speeches about their site members. It was really sweet. We celebrated and had cake. It was a great way to end our stay there.

Burning Christmas trees!
Saturday/Sunday: We left Jarabocoa about 10am and got on our flight from Santo Domingo back to NY and then to LA. We slept at the church we stopped at on the way to the DR. When I pulled my sleeping bag out, 50% of it was damp and the outside had little mold spores all over it and a few inside it. I did not sleep very much that night. Especially since we got there past midnight and had to get up at 6:30ish. After a long car ride, we finally made it back to the building. We had pizza for dinner and we burned some Christmas trees outside (yes, burned!).

I’m so happy to be back in my own room, but I am seriously going to miss the DR, Mike & Karen, Genesis, and little Joselin. But now I’m super excited for what God has next. I feel Him calling me to working with kids with special needs. I really have a heart for it and I can totally see myself doing it in the future. But as the Joshua staff always says, “We’ll see what the Lord has.”

Here's the link to the wrap up video + a little extra! more pictures to come!
Wrap Up vid
Almost Home
Tree Lighting Ceremony

Also here is the link to the Genesis blog :)
Genesis